fireguy, thanks for the post. Clearly, I don’t think of Adderall as the cure.It is just helping me wade through the bullshit. sounds like your son and I may have some stuff in common. I, too, have been incarcerated because of who I and my mom are. I did what I did, but she is not without blame. It’s tough, but I still love her, and understand her like no one else does. Too bad she won’t see that. And guys, thanks for the input, I AM ANGRY, but re read my post, I am hopeful , too.(” But if I practice real hard, you might know what song I was playing, if you listen real hard.” )I think it is really important for ME to embrace my anger, so I can understand it, and when it’s time let it go just like I am letting go of all the other crutches I have used (i.e. pot, sex and alcohol) . And the reason I posted was because I noticed no one else had posted under the listing ANGRY. I believe we all are, somebody just needed to go first. 
Re: Angry? Hell ,I'm Pissed!2011-04-26T21:37:05+00:00