Re: feel like i'm wearing everyone out

[Anonymous]

i have family who refuses to admit i have ADD, they say i am just rashness person.since i am without a job, cannot afford living alone , so i still live with my parents. i know i m impulsive, do 5 things at the same time, trying to “cure” my add by doing meditation and training target shooting. can say i m pretty good in target shooting, my trainer wants me to go on competitions, but when i come home, i dont have support .they always criticize me ,whatever i do /did in my life, never is good enough. my family thinks add is something what you can change in one day if you want. it is funny to them when i say add is like watching 20 programs on tv at the same time.

when i go out with friends, during the conversation i jump from one subject to another, later i remember something and jump back on some subject we talked about .many of them cannot follow me. in the other way, i know tapping with my fingers or playing with ,for example a piece of paper, cigarette box ,can be annoying to others , they think i dont pay attention to conversation, so i concentrate not to do it, but then my concentration goes on that which results in slacking in conversation ….to me , it is hard to balance with all this in my head and relationships with pple who dont have add or dont want understand how it looks like .

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