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I feel so similar to Working2. I was on Facebook last night looking up old classmates from highschool. My best friend from HS is now a clinical Psychologist at the CDC. Me…. a frump-a-dump (ex) housewife. Unemployed, single-parent, no degree, no friends, basically no life. I had a dream last night that we were both running to catch a bus….. my legs wouldn’t move …. I shouted to hold the bus…. she got on it and i couldn’t move my lead-like legs, and the bus took off. So sums up my life. I see something I want but CAN NOT move to get there. Started on Ritalin 3 weeks ago and starting to see things more clearly, but GOD i feel so behind. I’m 50…. I feel so damn sad that my whole life was nothing but that dream repeated over and over and over again.
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