http://totallyadd.com/forum/topic.php?id=850#post-7066
Read it. Maybe it will inspire you. It’s been very very bad life, but I could be homeless. Consider, things could be much worse for you. Survival mode stinks for you. Imagine two decades of it.
Also, I see people have meltdowns for some stupid trivial things. I think, “you flipped out OVER THAT.” Consider this time a test of will. How much can you take before you go insane? You haven’t put a gun to your head. Your still here. That’s a good thing. 
Keep searching for work or trying independent business ideas. Your tougher than you think. One of ADHD peoples best traits is hyper-focus and tenacity. We tend to be single minded. Take advantage of that.
Plus get on food stamps and/or welfare, if you qualify. If not, wait till do and get it. Don’t make the mistake I did by letting your pride in the way. Suck it up and get help.
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