Re: Having ADHD Co$T$ Money

[Misswho23]

The coast of ADD? I don’t really even want to communicate with anyone right now. I’m having an ADD melt down as I call it.

I’m trying to get together a bunch of new jewelry designs for a show this weekend. I’m panicked because I need the money. My hours at my job have been drastically reduced. I need the extra money to refinance my house which will probably happen on the 24th. Happy Christmas eve.

And I’m beating my self up for all the credit cards that I’m still paying off. Party due to my own fault and another part because I had to use them to make ends meet. So now after I’ve worked so hard to get all the balance down and they could just go away if I had the income to just get that last part paid off. And I’m trying to get just enough money in to pay my utilities.

The part that’s getting to me is that I have lots of stuff I wanted to make to sell. I got some stuff but feel I could sell much more but have run out of time. I still have tomorrow though. And of course I’m getting a whipper of a headache that’s making me work slow.

And in the midst off all that I’m going down past jobs memory lane to all the times I felt I could have done better or made better choices for myself. I know this does not help. But in a melt down it’s hard to see the positives.

So I guess I’m posting this because the last time I had a good sale I told you all about it. You guys put in good vibes for me and it was a great day. Just hoping tomorrow I will feel better.

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