Re: I don't know what to do with my life

[Anonymous]

one more thing for both of you, thanks again for reading my huge post! i guess now that i have a family i realize that i have responsibility to others rather than myself. my husband does not understand what my brain does. we talk a lot of our plans but i end up doing quite the opposite and it makes him very angry. i can only explain that i am not being lazy or crazy but i hate calling myself stupid in front of him. i do not understand or know why. i am not insane. but why do i continue to make the same mistakes over and over repeatedly if i am sane? hell, i don’t enjoy making them it’s not even that i do it on purpose but i cannot help it. (he even said people who do this are really insane). maybe i am losing my mind? i just want to begin to understand and then i just want to fix it. i have nothing else to lose.

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