Re: I Struggle Most… Fear

[Anonymous]

With the Mental health, It is a medical service provided in the health care system in BC. I am from a small town, and there was only 2 nurses for this in my area….. When the one that was helping me left, all of her parents went to the other nurse… and the same thing with the psychiatrist…. He is in the main hospitable, an hour and a half away. The other psychiatrist went to a private practice, so the one I was seeing is not just taking all of the hospitalized mental patents. BUT, my GP loves me, and he is helping me with all that i need, and keeping me on the concerta. He even wrote a letter to the BC Medical asking for Exemplary exemption so that the government health insurance would then cover my concerta. He is a awesome doc!

The biggest help that has been to me is my wife-to-be. She is the only female that wanted to get close to me. Its hard being alone, with not even a hint at an idea of anyone wanting to be with me. I struggled with this for at least a decade and a half. (Im 27 now) She is the reason that I am sane, and I have a full and active desire to “fix” my self, and be all that I can be, as a husband, and as a father to our children when the come along in a few years.

You are right, it is a habit with the positive thoughts. What I struggle most is with the……. positive thought is…..

If all you know is a lie, then you do not know any different. But, when you know the truth, you see the lie for what it is, and you move into the light. For me, I am trying to articulate the truth into small and memorable thoughts to confront the lie, over and over again, untill my mind abandons that lie nuro pathway, and always follows the truthful pathway.

Dave

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