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I, spend a lot of time on the down side .I can tell you that I have a soft heart and where my feelings on my sleeve The one thing I know that the things that bring me the most joy is making people laugh or helping some one for free . but when it comes to a job for me I like some structure, but yet their has to be some unexpected activities or events . I have done building maintenance , construction and truck driver. that where someone like me without an education can earn the best money. I don’t mind it as long as all the people that I have to deal with are happy or at least able to bring them around. that’s not always possible and those are the times I find very hard to cope when I feel and I do run away from that kind of conflict. I love seeing people laugh and dare to dream and believe in themselves . I wish a person could live working for nothing and making people simile .or get paid for one line little captions in advertising. thats where my creative mind wakes up.but someone with a gr:8 and 3or 4 learning disablement’s . when the stresses of life are not chasing me then life is still pretty good. the key for me is to try not to be so hard on myself. so to finish up it is so great that you people put up with me when I am on a high or happy or down or sad and give me a little pep talk , so to all of you a very big Thank-you.
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