Re: Impulsive decisions (avoiding them?)

[trashman]

hi njadd. lets see if I ca anser some if not all of your quiestions if I can . I only found out about the term adhd back in june . this intell I received from a person at the learning disabilitys group here in winnipeg all I have to say is very helpfull. Iam 48 years on this earth, having said that I have wasted a lot of them. I have one son who is in the middle of gettig tested, I think so. my second son I think is also ,but one is the more notesable of the two,so thats where we start. now going on to do I have a plan the anser is no , but I have just recieved funding through E.I to go and take a program through the learning disabilitys asscioation of manitoba. I keep losing my jobs so e.i is hoping they can help me with a plan they do all the couching and help find your intrests. I hope it works . I might not be very smart but when i find something that gets my intrest i jump in with both feet. I give 110%. they only thing I need is to feel that I hve vaue and that they feel I an wanted and liked. I dont now if there is such a place out there like that . I now I am my bigest problem when I get bored or think they are mad at me or think they dont like me. the lat things I think you want to know is about my meds ok first I take 375mg venlafaxine ady with 72mg of the generic concerta in the am then about five hrours latter i take another dose of 36mg of the generic concerta. it seems the older i get the more depresed i get i think it is because i see the hope of sucsess faling away. i have tried many diffierent ventues with no sucsess. i also have let people down some of it my fault so of it not. the only thing that i know is that i have to try get control some how of my life. i woulg like to some how prove to me and every oneelse that knows me that i am not lazy , stupid or crazy. thats hard to prove when i am starting to beleve it myself. I have agrde 8 education and L D in reading , selling visual spacual what ever that is and adhd and acording to the test a IQ of 86. so one of my strengths are my abillitiys to talk . I scored very high in that test. now to anser the last question if i was not on these meds there would be no way I could sit and very slowly typ this out and I don’t get as upset when I make mastakes I used to just give up . but now I no tat my spelling is wrong and i really have no clue about sentence struture, i just keep typing and hope I lean byreading all the post and puting in my two cents in for what its worth. i know its worth 2 cents . ha ha . and yes i have a odd sense of humer. I how that helps , sorry for the rants and the along about way it is writtin.

thanks trashman.

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