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May 29, 2012 at 1:36 am
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Anonymous
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May 29, 2012 at 1:36 am
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Bill,
At 45, two years after being diagnosed and taking meds, I realize decades of self-doubt and low self-esteem can’t disapear in a flash. It’s a 45 year old habit. There’s no magic wand yet, no miracle pill. In fact, it’s always there and I have to deal with that struggle everyday, one day at a time. I’ve got to stop thinking I’ll screw up and sabotage what I worked for and remember I’m full of unrevealed and marvelous potential. I now have to be self-confident and believe I can do it too. Reading all the posts in this forum helps me understand so many things.
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