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December 19, 2010 at 11:43 pm
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saffron thank you. for your kind insight if i could veiw myself in a better light iwould gladly do that. after all this time being told all my life that i was
there were somany things from the time i can remember. the list for the blank is long. things like stupid,lazzy or a brate spoiled and can’t do that , to top it all off my parents always told me when iwas born i would die or i would be retarded. my dad was always so proud of the fact that the had to drive me to a childrens hospital one hour away because he could not aford a trip in a ambulance, so he said he would drive me and a nurse said she would hold me and while driving the nurse told him to hurry because i was getting weaker and he was always so proud of himself ,he said if he lives he lives if he dies he dies. he made it sound like he had great faith. then wheni was 22 my mother said she had to apolagize to me because when she found out she was expecting me she didn’t want me. that explains why i was treated diffierent or spoiled as my siblings always said they still say that whenever we talk about our up bringing. so thats the part of my story that brings me to the low self esteam. well thanks for now. REPORT ABUSE