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nellie, thank you for helping me brainstorm about my bedtime block. i suppose it is one of the only times of the day in which there is a less stringent time block. there is no one forcing me to go to bed. the deadline for bed is artificial and regulated only by me (lol part of the problem). the block is just so intense. and it is weird because I am fortunate that I am not plagued with nightmares.. i do fall asleep (because I take sleeping meds)..nothing to fear about bedtime. one negative variable is that i always feel shitty in the morning. the early i need to wake up, the shittier. so don’t want to go to bed just to look forward to feeling shitty? but doesn’t explain why i can’t get to bed when I’m doing something i look forward to the next day.. nor explain why i won’t go to bed no matter how tired i am. just sort of bizarre and have been this way since being a small child.
tonight i am determined to go to bed early and i think it will actually happen tonight. i had a horrible day of work and i’m too drained and pissed off to hang out with people. also so irritable that being awake right now sucks. just want to make it a new day. maybe i’ll get to bed before midnight for the first night in weeks? lol. 1am last night..not cool when 6:15 is wakey wakey time.
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