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[Robbo]

Whoops missed it… um…. thanks for the encouragement Larynxa. I’m really just cutting back on the Wellbutrin. About three or four weeks ago I started taking just one instead of two a day, still haven’t mellowed out all that much. I talked with my pharmacist about this issue the last time I got the bupropion refilled. Asked him if it came in a 75mg pill. Nope. So I said “it’s not okay to cut them in half is it?? he says “nope, it’s not such a good idea” the dude is soooo dang happy you guys. The man probably does pretty well finantially. But I’m guessing it’s more than that. I think he’s a Bhudist. I’ve joked around with him about his name. Sounds like a Bhudda type name… Not that his name has anything at all to do with his religion. I just like messing with him. He’s got a good sense of humor. Gives great advice. His name rhymes with “You Tan”. Looks like a Bhuddist spelling. Not that the way his parents named him has anything to do with it. I asked him though. Yep, he’s a Bhuddist, I think… We’re getting to know each-other and I think he’s a cool dude. For a Bhudist. lol. Only kidding. I would never judge a person based on the fact that they’re religious or not. Besides. I don’t even know.

Now that I’m thinking of it. I kinda feel a little bit bad about voicing my opinion about the other pharmacist that works there. I just got pissed off at her. That’s what this threads about, right?. Getting pissed off?. She’s got a right to her opinion after all. Even is she is mistaken about ADHD. I should be kind enough to talk to her boss and correct her. Huh? I owe that to our community. And any other possible ADDers that she comes across, and hands them their prescription medication while so calmly and all cool like commenting about how “she’s got ADD too” and implying that she can handle it no dang problem… right? Well crap you guys. Don’t you wonder why I quit taking the ritaling last year when I was doing SO DANG GOOD!!! But nooooo… what’s her namm…. grrr

. I guess maybe I shouldn’t call her names like what I said in that other thread. It’s not that it was derogotory. “it’s the way I said it” Great… there’s an open can of worms for us to beat the crap out of ourselves with, huh?. I could go into a long monologue about how I made some pretty lady doctor cry late on a friday when she had worked something like 80 hours that week. (she was a resident, the most dangerous kind of doctor I’ve ever come across) I was way way too hard on her about not telling me why they changed one of my medications of some other pitiful excuse to intgerupt her in her busy busy day… DGMS

Now I’m all torn up inside about this (now that I’m editing my thing and all worked up n adding even more words to my post and getting all freakin comfuzed again… grrr.

“It’s what you said Mr. b Bumbleberry, but the way you said it” That! time in the hospital, and let me tell ya. I was acting like “the patient from hell”. I was in hell for crying out loud. The Hospital was even worse!. N
not that I’m an expert on what hell is like. I just like to use that figure of speech a lot. Yep. A lot.

I had a good talk with my pharmacist yesterday and today. He’s a really cool dude. “what’s her name” doesn’t seem to be working there any more. It’s at a grocery store I shop at quite often. I had talked about another pharmacist who works at this same place a month or a few back. I remember just KC replied on that thread. But I’n sorta glad that thread slowly dissapeared into the ether of totallyADD so to speak. What if the very nice and totally innocent of any real wrong doing female pharmacist who’s very pretty still works there you guys?. Should I go home, meditate like crazy, calm myself down. N then go and give her a piece of my mind about her so nontialantly commenting about “all my friends and I have ADD moments all the time” “We’re always interrupting each-other on the phone etc. etc. on and on and on” Just like us!!!! Maybe she’s one of us!. Holy crap. What if she shows up here? Oh man… what if they’re spying on us and she got fired… And she’s in therapy now cuz I GOT HER FIRED?… oH MAN. OH JEEZE…

Now I’ve done it.

Oh… just my imagination.

great song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yjcg3fFKXvY

 

PS. Is it just me or does it really bother you guys not being able to edit our posts nowadays? Crap!!! I’m having a dang blasted heart attack trying to bring myself to click on “Submit” I’m just not “the submissive type” In fact it really pissed me off that we can’t freakin edit our posts any more here. Our home away from home on the Internet for crying out loud.

Oh man…. O dang.

here goes…
WML
(wish me luck)

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