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Thanks a bunch Larynxa, fortunately I’m getting plenty of advice. I’m talking to people much more than just here. And I’m spending a lot of time around people that know me, know what’s going on in my life. And they’re keepin an Eye on me. A lot. I feel like I got some real love in my life. How cool. It’s valentines day and I can say I feel like people truly love me. How weird, huh?… lol
I often get a sneaking suspition that lot’s of the folks in my life are also watching me here at this web site. I’ve kinda known this for a long time. Jimi has been a facebook friend of mine for most of the time I’ve been here. Never really considered the fact that all of my family n friends just had to take a look at my facebook list of friends and then come here. It’s very obvious who I am in the forums. Especially when I talk so very much about my life. It don’t matter what name or face I use here either. Huh?
Fortunately I just tell the truth when I’m here.
Mostly I don’t take my life here or anywhere else all that seriously. I don’t. Mmmostly…
Actually I do a lil, huh? at least sometimes. Then I come to my senses and realize it’s all just a big fun distraction from what’s really important. What’s important is making sure the people in my life really know I care about them.
I do that here. I do that at the real facebook. And I do it a lot at churches.
It’s a tripple win! And I talk to a lot more folks these days. That’s the biggest change in my life.
I promise to keep you up to date on the medicine drama of my life. Mostly it’s the spiritual drama of my life that people are interested in. The people I care about most. To me it’s all spiritual. Every bit of it!.
I don’t have a job. I’ve got lot’s of Bible studies going on. That’s a life long job though. Not just a career. Everything about my future is in the Bible. It’s the biggest part of my solution. I may not always share about it here. That’s because I don’t get all that much encouragement here to do that. But encouragement is not what I need to motivate me to keep my relationship with God strong. It’s more about knowing what works for me. Spirituality works best for me. Medication is a tool in the kit. Not the only tool. People are tools too. DGMD about the tools I got in my life!. lol. That didn’t sound right did it? lol. I bet ya know what I’m sayin :-).
That’s just the way I roll gal.
Love n peace to you
R-
PS I haven’t thrown away any of my welbutrin. So try not to worry okay Larry?. You’re a nice lady. I’m glad yer here. I promise not to do anything stupid. (on purpose that is…)***giggles*** My life has never been so full and happy, and seriously exiting n fulfilling.
PPS Wellbutrin is mostly a short acting medication. But I see my pharmacist almost every week. I text message with my therapist, who is becoming just a very excellent friend, as well as a facebook friend. And heck, I’m even talking to my Mom! some. It’s a dang miracle!!! lol ***grin*** I couldn’t be more grateful about that.