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it’s better not to try too hard. Putting pressure on myself makes things worse.
That’s when I seem to get into trouble.
It is my fault when I just sit like a bump on a log, because I know there isn’t anyone who has the time or willingness to help me verbalize or prioritize. So I sit like I got nothing to do. At least that’s what if looks and feels like.
…I may have rearranged some dust, put my whites in the washer, answered email, actually stared at email thinking, magically, something I need is going to come through.
I have to educate my therapist about ADD. I gave her some things to look at and she told me to hang on to them for next time. After she told me, that I am supposed to teach her. Now this Achievement Group, has homework about 4 hours a week, maybe more. I’m really worried that if I’m not truly up to it, will she label me non-compliant? Do I have the right to label her non-compliant?
Ok, the service is free. but she is getting paid even if it’s not by me, shouldn’t she put more into my service than just the time we are together?
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I am screaming in my head right now, for someone or something to leave me alone. I wish I knew what I was screaming at. It feels like I’m being picked on inside. It’s not true, but that’s the impression.
I wish I could just stop, and let everything fall, and be okay with it all. That nothing really bad will happen, I won’t lose my house, or my lights, or my sanity. I really wish that could happen.
The walk didn’t help.
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