Reply To: v-day blues 2013

[ashockley55]

I’m a single lesbian living in a small city in a very conservative part of my country.  I’m not originally from this city, I moved here with my girlfriend at the time (we broke up, she left, I stayed; that’s another story), so I have no family here, and very few friends.  The friends I have who are also lesbian are already coupled.  The single lesbians I’ve been introduced to are not my type, I don’t find attractive and/or don’t share my interests.  I’m still in love with/hung up on the woman that I met while I was here in this city and stayed here for.  She is in a partnership with another woman who she’s been with for almost twenty years.  They have two children.  I was involved in an affair with her for a little over a year, then she took a promotion and became less available for extracurricular activities/people outside of her job and family.  But hey, that’s okay.  I’m used to being loved for only a little while, then left.  Being a mistress, then being abandoned fits in very well with my experience in this world and beliefs about myself.

So, yes.  Valentine’s Day sucks.

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