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I’m not all that crazy about v-day either. It’s the same problem I’ve got with Christmas. Same thing basically. This last year was the closest I’ve come to doing anything at all on Christmas. It wasn’t much though.
Next year maybe I’ll go out and buy some of those same valentines we all used to get for our friends in 4th grade. That’s about the last time I remember truly having any real fun on valentines day. Most of the years after that were spent feeling deeply fearful, disappointed, and lonely. One year I was with a friend. We both forgot it was valentines day!, and when we stopped at some italian restaurant and had dinner. (two dudes, out for dinner on valentines day!) Well, neither one of us cared at all that we looked like “a couple dudes going our for dinner on valentines day” lol.
Nope, we were not gay then. And we’re not gay now. My friend Christopher and I laughed about the looks we got from all the couples in the place sitting and smiling at us as if we were “a cute gay couple” lol. Didn’t care at all!.
Still don’t care…
It’s a dumb, sadistically commercial holiday for lovers that need a dang excuse to show each-other how much they love each-other.
Actually, I’m just venting. I’m pissed off because I’m alone yet again this year. I wish I had a girlfriend. Better yet, I wish I was happily married. But I’m not. Why fret about it.
Might at well be honest. I wish I had a lovely lady in my life who I could waste some money on. But even if I did. If she told me “diamonds are a girls best friend” I would tell her. “good why don’t you go ahead and marry that dang diamond you talked me into buying for you. You seem to love it almost as much as you love yourself” ” You selfish self centered hag! (only kidding sweetheart) ” No wonder I’m still single.
kiss kiss smooch smooch…
gag me with a spoon.
Great, I got to be in court tomorrow morning… yipee freakin E with a black cherry on top
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