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I’ve been in love with my next door neighbor for years. It ain’t easy because… well crap you guys. It’s just never easy. I just find it way too hard to get along with another human being in such close quarters. Isn’t that really what we’re talking about?. I sorta do wish I could make myself be like everyone else and stick with just one person for the rest of my life. But then again how many people do we all know that live uwith a significant other but never fail to cheat on that person with every shiny new pretty thing that comes along?
Why would I want to put myself into a position of…
Hmm. Yep, it’s a lil bit frustrating seeing so many people in this world in love and happily married. I know a bunch of couples who I really do know are happy and they’re with someone they really do love that much.
For now it’s enough to joke around sometimes with my neighbor about carving a doorway into the wall between our apartments and doubling the size or our kitchens. She likes the same music as me. And that’s good because that wall between us is paper thin. She really like the Moody Blues. Back when she could still walk with a walker she used to come over and we watched some Moody Blues concert on the HD. channel that I had saved on the recording thing. Sooper freaking loud you guys!!! Stephany said she was in heaven.
I’m just not in love with her. But I can easily say that I love her. It’s written all over our body language when we talk to each-other. Kinda sickening too. Mushy mushy stuff…
gross.
Going back to my music. (Jimi Hendrix, at Rainbow bridge is still playing…)
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