[phoenix16]

I had difficulty listening to lectures in high school also. Here in college ,i cannot concentrate to the slow paced teachers who are considered the best one. I never gain anything through lectures, butreading the book even once helps me pass the written test. When it comes to viva, i totally fail to give one. I know the answer but the words seem to escape my mind. I just keep to moving my hands trying to explain by hand gestures instead of speaking
Also, i have had impulsiveness almost always. I was the most talkative girl in school. I use a lot of hand gestures. Socially, i have been bullied by my friends from 7th to 9th grade, those were terrible days… Now i have learned to cope with people, but still i am always scared to meet new people. I feel so vulnerable, yeah i used to blurt out answers and my teachers hated me for this. On the top of it, i didn’t realize that they disliked me for the whole 2years. Things got better in 10 th grade when i became timid and stopped being blunt. I was good in maths and literature, and never exceled science, but my father wanted me to become a doctor so I did what he told me. Also, i never remember dates,i never completed my homework, i can get distracted during examination even, sometimes sitting in the examination hall, i lose my concentration(totally get blank) and need few minutes and something to eat to get back to what i was doing. I always get highest marks in speed and lowest in concentration/attention in the i.q test. I speak way too fast, and if someone speaks slowly with me, i’ll get impatient, or wont be able to understand him. I do nail biting(only when tensed or when nails grow too large), skin mostly face picking, also i eat plastic,again only when i am trying to think. I do fidget, and also shake my legs when i try to think. I also have difficulty with time . I can never remember time. 4months in college and i havent memorizedmy timetable, i will not know which lecture hall to go if a friend of mine is not with me even now. I daydream alot and talk to myself when alone(inherited from father) and forgetfullness i got through mother. What do you think now

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