I dont know if the word stumbling is because of the ADD, but yes thats exactly how I feel! Its as if your thoughts are running faster than your mouth and everything comes out a big mess, and your exactly right about losing train of thought. A lot of times I will be talking to someone and once I get going to fast and everything starts to get jumbled up I get frustrated with that and then forget where I was going with my conversation. I too get very frustrated and I would just kinda go “UUUUUUUGH!! I CANT DO THIS” and my husband thought I was mad at him but I had to explain to him whenever im mad its NEVER at him or the kids, I just get so frustrated and am mad in general and just storm off or come to my PC and engulf myself in video games to just forget about things but trouble is then I dont get anything done.
Today is day 2 for me. I took my dose about a half hour ago. We’ll see. Im just wondering if because of my past illicit drug use with stimulants such as MDMA (5months ago), which was a very high dosage, that maybe with this low dose of 5mg I get nothing from it. I dont mean a high at all, I mean the calm where I can think and everything makes sense and I can see what I need to do and how I can do it without feeling overwhelmed! I got that from the MDMA which confused me so much when all my friend were high as kites and all over the place, I was calm, cool relaxed and could organize myself. My husband LOVED that difference where I finally “clicked” into life. Of course I didnt like the terrible mood swings, depression, and all the other garbage that came with the drug thats why I stopped using it (plus its not healthy and illegal haha).
Once again, im happy to hear that its working good for you, and it will be interesting to see what things will be like when we have the right meds and doses eh? 