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Lindsttr7 and buano58 … The bike was gone two weeks after I got it. I put 38 miles on it and sold it for more than I paid.
ZsaZsa .. Thank you for your insight! My issue is that I want it fixed now and it isnt fixing .. I love my wife to pieces .. am ashamed of myself for treating her like I did and am trying very hard to change myself into the man she thought the boy she married would grow up to be. It is hard right now. I am sleeping in our basement on a sofa bed so she can have her space. I am not allowed upstairs between 9pm and 7am and while I am not fond of this arrangement, I am tollerant and respectful of her space. I just want her to show some affection once q day and she cannot do it. I asked her tonight how she was doing and she is still in the same place she was when she found out about the bike. While I am taking her tone of voice and lack of affection as standoffish, it is probably healing that is going on and I guess that does take time .. It is just really hard for me to take right now. Patience has never been a friend of mine … Im still the first up on Christmas day and it is hard to wait to open gifts till later in the afternoon … LOL Still a kid at heart.
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