Reply To: Annual review and planning the year ahead, 2012 A year in the zoo

[Robbo]

Interesting topic. I can’t really relate, at all. Really…. um. Honest lol

Heck you guys, I’m just about the coolest cuke I’ve ever known. “A cuke”… that’s even my nickname!. ***grin*** hey, don’t laugh. I’m on to something here. Or maybe you guys are. Oh I know. You’re on drugS!! ***crowd scream yes!!*** really?, what kind? ohhh ADHD drugs. Okay. (me too)

This reminds me of a great video. This link may only work for a month or so. That’s the way youtube works. Give it a shot though. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoF_a0-7xVQ k, now remember you guys. Mike AIN’T MY NAME… don’t call me dat.

I’m cutting back though, on the wellbutrin… instead of taking drugs for ADHD I’ve decide to listen to music much more lately. So far it’s working out fairly well. Accept for the talking to people, and meeting with people, and actually when I listen to people I still get upset. Lot’s of times I try to just read what people say…

Well crap you guys. I still get upset… I think maybe I’ve got this ADD thing. Ya think? I think I’m “a patient” like when Mr. Soprano was talking to that beautiful Italian lady psychiatrist. I’m “a patient” ohhhh crap!!,. a fate worse than death… I can’t really say for sure that this is a fate worse than death. but I can tell you that I’ve been very close to death many a time in this lifetime alone. So far, as far as I know. This is the only life I’ve ever known. And some of it has been pretty dang dark and dreary. Full of fear and nausia…. upset stomochs and belly aches galore, that’s what most of my life has been. In 8th grade I was deep into puberty and that’s when the belly aches and upset stomach problems really started to hit. And oh Lord did they hit. I was a dang nervous wreck!.

Mostly I was angry though. Angry because I was forced to live in a world that I just could not Effing Stomach!. ALL YOU HUMAN BEINGS JUST PLAIN PISSED ME OFF!. I mean really bad pissed me off you guys. That’s why when I went to scout camp and we all got to play games like “king of the hill” well, crap… I just got up at the top and pushed down everyone that came within striking distance of me. A few of them really got clobbered in the process too. That’s when they started callen me “muscles” Well, crap you guys. That got boring… real boring playing king of the hill all alone.

Real lonely.
Sad.

Did I break yer heart yet?…
DGMS
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