I cannot answer your question. Though it is becoming evident that I have developed some sort of OCD. When I am sad, dissatisfied with my self, I hit myself. Trying to postpone it or prevent it altogether just makes it worse. My spouse (bless her) tells me to just stop it – if only I could. The fact that the harder I try to suppress it, the more difficult it becomes. Satisfying the compulsion brings a little relief. I thought I was getting better, but it’s driving me nuts.
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