LOL … oh Lianne, I luv you. I post about a dark day that just epitomizes my failed life (and I wasn’t going to post that, but I had to get it out), and there is your cute self going “YAY!!!!”. I laughed and laughed. I’m still chuckling. I’m not laughing at you or your situation. I’m just thoroughly enjoying your energy and exuberance. Thank you 
Tread carefully Lianne. I’m assuming you thought this through. If you do go through with it, make sure you do it in conjunction with a proper diagnosis, perhaps going on some appropriate meds, getting some coaching (which you already are just by being here), and not just “Doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result.”.
And Larynxa, I just took notice of your avatar … a cat singing. I like it. Yes, since I’ve been here, I’ve been thinking back to the past a lot, and I now know our Dad had ADHD. It’s so obvious now.
Cheers!
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