Re: feel like i'm wearing everyone out

[Anonymous]

i’d really like to just get over it all so I can try to make the most out of what I have left of my life. I’m hitting a low, and I know I should talk to my doctor.

I’m just really sad about so many things and now this post has kind of changed subjects, and has morphed into another topic but we’ll just post that later, or get over it I suppose.

I guess what i’m finding out is that I need someone to talk to that I can trust. I only see my theropist on a case by case basis right now. I know I need to make an appointment with him soon, maybe tomorow.

I dont like going though because I only have an hour, and at the end I leave feeling bad because i’ve talked the entire time, changed subjects over and over, get little resolution from talking, and my theropist tells me things I already know I need to do or have done with no results.

There is one underlying condition about me that I believe would contribute greatly to my happieness but that is going to be so difficult, deffinately something for mark and I to talk to. I’m trying to find a new theropist but as it is, I get 3 or 4 more hours with mark for free before I have to switch over to another one so i’m not in a hurry to use up all my time unless I really need to and bla bla bla.

I have to go, this sucks, sorry my typing is getting bad and i’m leaving out letters and typing too many letters. I know you dont know cause I have that luxurey, or curse.

arg…..kylep

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