Hee, je zou nu aan het werk zijn! Lees het straks maar! 
With my tendency to turn inwards and shut out the outside world, even a 5 year old wouldnt be able to pull me out. And if I look at him and try to read his face, figuring out what is going on behind those blue eyes… That’s when I realize how important it is to be out here. I’d be missing out on so much, not be able to see him grow. He’d have a zombie dad, not seeming to care, hardly able to enjoy anything. Breaks my heart, everytime I realize what could have been. And fills me with happiness to realize what his birth changed for me.
dank je voor je bedankje!