Yeah that job was ridiculous. I hate just doing things when I do not know why I am doing them. I also like to know why I am doing A rather than doing B. Apparently, people forget why they do things and get defensive. I was in the manager’s office as she was describing me as challenging and disobedient. So here I am about to be fired with zero medication errors, consistent good work, and mentioned in patient satisfaction surveys. yeah…. I was in complete disbelief. I am this friendly bubbly person!!!! Anyway, I was the same person, but had to rephrase everything I asked people. “I have an opinion question for you….” etc… this worked better as people like to think of themselves as the expert. pathetic. I dealt with it and went back to school for a masters! People all liked me by the time I had left (except for the manager). I guess the people at my current job did not talk to her lol.
You would probably do best in a position of authority and hire people to do all the waste of time paperwork lol. Paperwork is a waste of life energy.
I am definitely not anywhere close to genius IQ. I can feel the limits of my brain processing… just those concepts..that I cannot quite grip.. brush aside them, but just not quite. irritating feeling like I am hitting a ceiling. Although, I feel a little smarter knowing that I have a ADHD diagnosis. Feeling like an airhead who cannot string a thought together was not a confidence booster! 