A quick update: perhaps I’m just not handy enough but I can’t figure out anything for these stupid blinds. Tried to put up a sheet and blanket but because the blinds are right up to the ceiling and the window is inset I couldn’t find a good place to tuck them in. I decided to use the clips that hold the blinds and at 3am it all came crashing down…breaking several blinds in the process. *sigh* that’ll come out of my security deposit if I can’t figure out how to repair the damage.
Went to the clinic (I’m uninsured so I go to the medical school for therapy and my psychiatrist) we discussed my morning issues and they think the problem is either co-morbid depression or sensory processing disorder. I’m waiting to schedule my appointment for testing.
Lately the morning anger has turned into complete avoidance. This morning I stayed in bed 2 hours past my alarm going off and ended up late to an appointment. Like my psychiatrist said “if you don’t have anything to look forward to and you’re stressed, morning is difficult. Add ADHD or other mental illness and it’s hell.” Please let this hell let up soon…not sure how much more I can take 