I agree with the above comment. Things will improve. You need to look at many different sources to improve your life. I look back at times in life when I though I was on top of everything and now I realize that I wasn’t at the top, I wasn’t even at the bottom. I was below the bottom. Perspective is huge with this. I can’t stress it enough. I’m not finding the drugs effective either but I’m looking at things differently now. There is no quick pill fix, don’t expect there to be. It really comes down to you. You and only you have the power to make changes in your life. Get into a support group if you can gain access to one. Read books like Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth for example. I have to cheat with this stuff because I have a hard time with comprehension, always have, but I made it through College as a mature student. I use reading programs and follow along with them. There is all kinds of support literature and online videos to help educate you. Education is the secret. It’s up to you. You can do it. Try a few of these things and you will see how the door to reality opens. Doing this will also help with your confidence. I have had to deal with serious depression and anxiety problems my whole life. If you do find a drug that helps then think of it as the icing on the cake. Without any cake there’s no place to put the icing.