I used to be told that I ‘looked soo organized’ sigh, and me being totally in chaos, I wasnt impressed with
how humans thought i ‘appeared’
Also always got called on my tone. and on attitude, which seemed often to be from having the bad habit
of not using small words and “you know’s.”
It could be Aspergers as well, I can’t read body language, often feel as if I am speaking to an unknown
audience that may or may not understand, but likely wont say so. And I talk fast, all the words and ideas
gushing out .. likely listeners lose where I am going and give up.
At times, I think “fukk it”. I am 60 and retired and unemployable by and large, why waste the little money I have
on changing decades of behavior? Is the goal to feel better about me .. or to fit in better with the other humans?
laughs I suspect that I am guilty of taking myself too seriously.
Should be outside seeing the first snowfall of this winter.
Yes, we had almost 2 inches of snow and that is all we have had since November.
So nice to be away from Ontario 
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Just started to rain, snow nearly gone .. perhaps there is a point there..
I think that it is my anger that permeates my tone, and some days it is an effort
to say anything nice .. I get hung up on the various doctors and specialists that failed
to diagnose me at all until last summer .. a bit of OCD as well.
I know ADHD isnt terminal, I could easily be much worse … just need to change attitude . lol “)
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