I have been on Vyvanse for just over a year now in combination with 150mg Wellbutrin SR. Some of the side effects are similar to my “normal” state off all medication. I had similar experiences before adding in Wellbutrin. It really calms me down and I am able to get out of my head and connect more. It has really been a lifesaver-but on it’s own it makes me forgetful and spaced out. I think the combination has been good for me.
Maybe try something like that?