Re: Should I or shouldn't I?

[Anonymous]

Thanks for the quick reply, Wgreen. Let’s answer the last question first – I do not feel lucky. In fact, I feel myself being pushed into a position where I give the appearance of being lazy, not on the ball, etc, etc. That’s how I lost my last 3 jobs (before I was diagnosed). So the specter of the cycle starting over again scares the pants off of me.

I’m in the US. I work from home as a contractor. When they send me work, I do it. When they think they send me work and I don’t know about it, I don’t do it. Being isolated, I really don’t know too much about the “office” per se, and so that kind of bothers me too. While I enjoy the work itself, I don’t know “how I’m doing” as a person. Additionally, the person giving me the assignments has repeatedly messed me up this way before, either leaving the project unassigned or giving it to someone else thinking they were giving it to me. It’s very stressful.

As far as medication goes, I am beginning to suspect that my biology is not suitable for the treatments. On a few occasions I’d get a calmness that would help me focus, but increasing the dosage just made me angry and irritable. There doesn’t appear to be a middle ground.

So I’m kind of stressing out over this.

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