Re: Cannabinoids

[Anonymous]

I also smoke daily and it helps keep me mellow, especially when out in public. Even though I take RItalin, Effexor and Wellbutrin, I still find that marijuana helps to calm and curb those extreme feelings enough to reset myself back to a neutral place.

I just get a build up of bad thoughts in my head, then I start to put myself down, then it builds and builds until I feel like I need to beat the thoughts out of my head. Luckily I have a thick skull, but I’m not a weak or small man either, so it’s not healthy and definitely scares my GF. Smoking a bowl or a joint, I can usually sit down and talk it out instead of “beating” it out of my head.

Funny thing, I’ve been smoking since I was 14 (on and off), my Dad has been a smoker for most of his life and so has my older brother. But it wasn’t until I was 20 and my brother was 25 that we all started smoking together. We all found that marijuana helped with these feelings and frustrations, independently from each other and it’s something that we share now. So it’s not a learned behaviour, which a lot of anti-drug activists would probably like to say.

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