Re: Not loving it, looking for suggestions.

[Anonymous]

I did get a second opinion, still ADD. I too have very different reactions to “street drugs” than my friends, and avoided them for that reason! It scared me how different I was, thankfully! I do notice some positives on the meds, please don’t get me wrong. If I hadn’t had any good reactions, I would’ve stopped a while back, but am really trying to do the right thing, because I know that it isn’t easy to live with me either way. Just unsure if I can trust my own thoughts anymore, you know? I have another appt coming up with Dr. and am trying to figure out which way to go with this. More, less, none, a different type…. I am so very lost. I have also started looking for a new Dr. in my area, hopefully one that doesn’t get as frustrated with me when I say that its not necessarily a better way to live. I.e. in the last 72 hrs, I’ve only gotten about 4 hrs of sleep, and eaten less than 1200 calories. I know that pushes me even further into misery, but I am stuck for now. Hoping for better in the future, and more knowledge to bring to the table when consulting with my Dr.

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