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Hi,
Im not sure i should be the one answering to you, cause you seem to be already in a better place than i currently am, but your message really spoke to me.
The part about no one understanding, you are uber-right. It’s the same for me, i can try to explain it as clearly as i can i always get the “ok, you’re just a dumbass” look. May it be family or the short timed friends i had.
I don’t post here very often but this forum will help you a lot, as you will finally find people who will understand your struggles. As cliche and self righteous as it may sound, I do understand.
About shutting yourself into an introvert, when you’re really the opposite. I think everyone here does understand, even if we’re all different “ADHDs” in the end.
I also feel the same about no one i know having my back. So maybe, in the end, you are the one to have your own. I’m kind of cutting everyone away right now, not in a hateful and bitter way, but just…it feels like it’s the right thing to do to preserve my sanity. That really bugs me when i hear stuff like “you can’t do this alone”, cause, what if you have to?
Anyway, he next part, you will maybe not like, but about all those questions you’re asking yourself, I recently purchased this CBT book
http://totallyaddshop.com/products/the-adult-adhd-tool-kit#.VXL1qEYT-Uk
It feels to me like, if you take those 6 months for yourself, that is a must-read, as it really explains a lot about how we are who we are.
They kind of dissected our procrastination process, and a lot of other stuff too. Since you seem very set on changing stuff, I think you will find the answers to a lot of questions you have. It is not an easy read though^^
I’m hoping this was at least encouraging if not helpful, but i wish you the best.
Force et Honneur !
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