Re: My (long) story

[Anonymous]

lazy leo! yes i struggle majorly with my creativity! i have never been able to acheive a conventiomal way of living thoug i have tried due to others expectations of me and regards my creavtivie side i whent to art school, it took me a year longer than the stated time to finish the defree! and the tutors where verrry frustrated at me for the slow speed i worked. i think it was down to verry low self esteem and confidence and discipline and tiem mangaement.. i still struggel with this now, i have all the time i need to do it yet my frustration at startin and stoppin lots of projects and not having good management skills keeps me from gettin anywhere with it.. i have been asked to collaborate too and it kills me that i cant just go for it.. the one passion i have in life and i cant seem to make it happen.. i so identify with you and this also gets me down and depressed,, i find it hard to maintian a tidy flat and daily chores so to add in my chosen life path is even more difficult..i am on meds at moment and am having a bit of trouble with them-strattera, but im hoping in time that these can help me with my creativity..everyone iknow who was in art school has gone on to do great things, while i sit indoors too afraid to do anythin with and startin and stoppin numerous projects.. i really really hope this changes:(

thanks lazyleo for you post!

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