Re: Afraid to Medicate Again

[Anonymous]

I can tell you that my wife’s direct quote some weeks after I discontinued the meds was “I liked you better when you took those meds, you weren’t such an asshole…” I tend to be more dramatic, pick at people, be angry, etc. when I run rampant without medication. For the most part, it doesn’t bother me, but when it comes to my marriage, after 20+ years of being together she has finally had enough of that behavior.

I’m noticing serious issues dealing with boredom as I look back at my life. I have filled those gaps in my life when I wasn’t in crisis mode by spending a lot of money on things I don’t need, over-eating, doing drugs, binge drinking, create drama where there is none, etc. and I’m at the point where I need a more positive, less self-destructive lifestyle.

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