LStrump……..chances are your stronger than you think….much stronger!!!! The path your on now is wellness….you’ve acknowledged….accepted and now your searching for understanding and……I truly believe those are already huge steps into the light!!!!
Hang on….hang in……my life experience tells me it works……remember, your not alone!!!!
Note: Your English is miles ahead of my French……miles….. so…….no biggie!! 
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