Re: caddac.ca videos

[Robbo]

I’ve just been going to the sites linked to above. Those Russel Barkley videos are a little bit difficult to navigate through. Due to the way youtube is organized. But it’s worth the time to sit and watch them. The caadac site is the same, sitting and watching it will help me to build patience. There’s only one way to become more patient. I’m sure you can guess, but I’ll tell ya anyway.

WAIT! WAIT SOME MORE, KEEP WAITING. THEN HOLD ON A LITTLE BIT LONGER… N WAIT

It’s OK if they don’t want to put a link to those sites, it’s easy enough for us to go there ourselves. It’s all professional advise on the Russell Barkley videos. I’ve read all I can stand about the problem here. Maybe 10% of what I read here actually helps me.

I want my time back…. I won’t get it. I accept that.

I like this web site because I get some peer support. I have to just be grateful for what I can get here. Just like the health care systems anywhere, the people that can help us are overwhelmed and under staffed.

We’re mostly on our own. Accept it, do your best, and don’t take your advice from people like me who are still far from being in the position to give advice. Most of what I type here gets ignored. Maybe it should be.

It’s dumb of me to expect one place on the Internet to have all the answers. Once again I’ve put people (this place in this case) up too high on a pedestal, they never measure up. it’s not possible. I’m accepting that real help is way out in the horizon. All I have to do is keep moving foreword and learn to be satisfied with a few peanuts, when I need a full 3 course nutritious meal. My mental health is slowly starving to death. Fortunately for me I haven’t had religion stuffed down my neck. So my experience with prayer and meditation are all positive. I don’t belong to any particular religion. Most of the crimes against humanity have been done with religion as an excuse. Spirituality and finding my own path has helped me the most. It’s not the whole solution though. My spirit will survive on a few peanuts until I can learn to manage, It’s not like I have any choice.

This site has helped me keep my head above water. I need much more than I can get here. Most of us do. I’ll figure out just how much I can depend of this place some day. Today, I realize, I won’t get all my needs met here.

That’s life. Expecting more is just kicking myself in the teeth once again.

Angry? hell yes I’m angry. I’m not happy with the way human beings treat each-other in this world. I’m changing me. That’s as far as I can go.

patience

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