Tough stuff billd – not for the faint of heart!
Toofat, thanks again. Any resources are welcomed 
I’m surprised I’ve been able to stick with this site… I am so easily spooked. I’m cowering away from facebook right now. You guys are the best because I know there’s a good chance you will take me with a grain of salt if I say something ridiculous. Even if I feel embarassed by something I’ve posted, somehow I’m able to continue on with the forum. Thanks for the friendship