Wow, lot’s of great comments you guys. It’s super hard to keep this post from turning into a book!.
<<” wonder how general it is that ADHD folk don’t like people getting too close? “>> That could be a whole new thread. Big issue for me. I really rambled on and on for this thread. Then just decided to keep it for my journal. I think the sun going down so early, the holidays looming…. and all the relationships I’ve pulled away from in the last six months has added up to make me grateful I have a therapist to talk to about all this. I’m having an issue with deciding to keep working with her or not also. That sux…
My parents really tried to turn me into a momma’s boy. I realized at about age 7 what they were up to. I HATED THAT. I wish I could say it doesn’t still cause me a little grief thinking about it. But once again. I’m faced with forgiving my parents for being human beings. Or I suffer more than I need to from the lasting neurosis’ that I got growing up in that house.
At first I clicked on this thread today because I couldn’t remember what it was about. Hmmm. Guess I’m still not cured from my ADHD huh?
It’s okay to be different, and it’s not a crime to feel like sometimes ya may have been born in the wrong body. There’s a small number of stuff women get to do that I’m sorta envious of. Fortunately I get to have super long rock star like hair. It’s about as long as Ted Nugent used to keep his. One of my little old lady neighbors always tells me how my hair is so “beautiful”. and I remind her that the correct word to use is handsome. 
She doesn’t care, ignores me n says I’m beautiful. UGH
I wrote a bunch of funny stuff. But I don’t want to make fun of myself too much. I know we’re all sensitive about this stuff. Probably too much. But I gotta respect people as is. I like you guys, and think you’re valuable people to have in my life. Making fun of myself comes too close to making fun of you guys at the same time. I’ll end up beating myself up.
Be happy n smile you guys.
Thanks.
PS this kinda reminds me of a great blog Rick wrote called “I’M NOT A WOMAN” http://totallyadd.com/i-am-not-a-woman/
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