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Billd,
One of the things I have discovered in this journey, is that we are not alone. Sometimes it seems like EVERYBODY I talk to has this ADD thing going on. (Back to subject)
I thought long and hard (in short bursts 😉 ) about Thanksgiving. I have to be dragged into group settings and crowds. It takes so much energy for me, to block out the distractions, or pay attention to all that is going on. In the end, I find myself alone in the crowd, escaping into my daydreams because I don’t really have a connection to the people or conversations around me.
I hate being alone, because if left to myself, I get nothing done and loose track of time doing things that don’t matter. I hate being in crowds because I end up alone anyway and drained of energy. Holidays are the toughest on me, because I am supposed to be with family and friends and be “Happy”. I am not a happy person in crowds.
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