Re: I don't know what to do with my life

[Anonymous]

trashman, thank you!!

i feel like i’m at a breaking point and i even tried to drown my troubles. i do not have an addictive personality and i can’t drink or do drugs out of a paper bag. believe me, i really wanted to = i tried to a few times and i DID not like it one bit! i told my dr. that because she started to ask me a lot of questions as to why i want to do this med but i feel like maybe i really need it? also, i’m worried sick about that i cannot teach my son good life skiils because i have poor ones. my husband cannot understand how i feel on the inside. he is “normal”. for example, he can set his alarm clock and get up when it rings wash his face brush his teeth grab a cup of joe, and get himself out of the door while i merely hit the snooze button and then wake up again in alarm because i realize that i am not in my 20’s anymore and have a kid to get to school in the morning. i cannot continue to go through life just winging it. i have a family to take care of . i am quite a chatterbox. i go off on a tangent a lot. i am so overwhelmed by details so i tend to just “tune” people out. i hope that i can just make it. i will try to break up my posts but once i get started to type my fingers just fly on the keyboard because i want to get it all out of my head the minute i think it otherwise it’s lost forever. please let me know where should i start?

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