Re: I knew there was something not quite right and I've been searching for an answer

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Jimi to Bishop 72

If only Jimi was the name of a chess piece that would have been hilarious. LOL

Thank you both for your input. I’m already doing (have but don’t eat every day) the meds from my MD. The 24 hr ridalin (can’t remember the clinical name) Frankly I can’t feel anything when I do take them. Is there supposed to be a feeling like headache relief after Tylanol? Like there’s no actual feeling, at some point you just realise your headache’s gone?

Then I went to see an homeopath who (by her body language and look on her face when I told her that I had them) seemed disgusted (sp maybe) and suggested that I eat Gaba instead to get rid of what I call “the all day I just just got out of bed feeling” but all they do is make me feel speedy and when I come down I’m cranky so I stopped taking both. LOL

Bishop – I’ve taken 4 lengthy tests not including the one here with Dr “bet he can’t play basketball” J and supposedly I AM adult ADD However in my quest to find answers I have discovered many contrary opinions from many very learned scholars, so who’s right? Or maybe this one of those cases where there is no absolute right or wrong, just another opportunity for some to postulate.

Here’s what I do know. At this point in my life I need to discover what it is that is preventing me from using the gifts that I have been given to provide for my family without struggle, NOW! I’m running out of time and I’ve never been happy except for brief episodes….. forever. I can’t do this any more and ……………enough said. BTW, Meditate, yes! It takes practice (I almost said focus but ….LOL) Initially try concentrating on your breathing only, in, out, in, out. and try and do that without wandering for 17 seconds. It’s OK to wander. Just notice that and come back to your purpose. Then expand to 34 Sec, and so on. Trust me, if I could do it you can too.

Jimi, already booked and paid for bud. Hope to see you both there. I imagine that they give you name tags (it just seems like one of those events) so i’ll get them to put “Simoski” on it so you can recognise me.

Cheers,

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