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Me, read my most-extreme post. I feel like i’ll be on disability for the rest of my life. Trapped in an economic prison. Anyone else in my position, would put a gun to their head long ago. Why I haven’t is a total mystery to me. ADHD is likely the source. That pig-headed stubborn singled-minded tenacity we all have. With the meds, i’m more focused. I’m pursuing ideas.
I’m so sick of being poor. It’s hard to focus on anything when your mind is on food and money constantly. The guy that was going to work with me for film/tv. It looks like he’s flaking out on me. Bah! I have two true friends. Mostly, I found have to rely on myself to get anything done. Depending on people is usually a bad idea for me. People never fail to disappoint me. And, I wonder why I get drained from being around people.
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