You are not the problem. You have a problem. There are so many people who have the same problem. The problem is that if people really, really understood and supported people who have ADHD there we would be such an incredible asset to society. We struggle with what to most people seems like laziness and a lack of will power. You know and I know that this is not really our struggle.
I have been my own worst enemy on so many occasions because of my impulsivity. It is the absolute worst part and most destructive part of ADHD.
I understand your struggles. I have to go but I would like to add more later.