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December 11, 2011 at 12:50 am
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Anonymous
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December 11, 2011 at 12:50 am
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This thread is both awesome and disturbing. As a newly diagnosed I am finally feeling a sense of unity? or relief that I am not alone. I have suffered through this “itch” unknowingly for my entire life. The disturbing part is that I have the unfortunate label of being a unecessary risk taker and even disciplined for it at work. I am a Marine and a cop…. In hindsight I am lucky to be alive and able to walk and talk. However my world doesn’t slow down until the feeling of death is very close.
It makes is hard to feel comfortable in your own skin and a jerk to have to be around.
More to think about, just what I need…
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