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OK .. I went to the VA doc today and got a script for 5mg destroamphetamine. I took one at 1ish today and while I didnt feel anything profound, I felt able to see what was going on .. to analyze if you will. I then had a 60 min session with a psychologist and he helped open my eyes to other things I am/was doing and how to change. I am not going to try to change her mind in any way except I am going to try to be someone my wife trusts. Someone who does what he says .. someone who doesnt need mothering and most of all someone she wants to be with. The absence thing is really something that might need to happen … I just have not been strong enough to do it! Yep me not her. I am actually going nuts because she is refusing to show any affection .. claims she has a defensive shield up to protect her from being hurt again. Cant say as I blame her but …. oh well its all abut me isnt it .. LOL
Thank you to all of you who have commented and given your 2 cents worth. I need to hear experience …….
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