I am female too here!!! LOL!! OMG!!! I am so the same Dr Jeyel and Hyde, one minute I am okay then I feel the zilla coming out of me.. I first start getting overly emotional and am crying for every little thing then out of nowhere zilla is out! And look out!! hahahaha I have to laugh at myself cause it can be funny, but not for the people on the receiving end. Like my hubby. Anyways darling I guess we are in the same boat..