I’m sorry that you’re going through this 
I think it’s really important to find a therapist who specializes /has experience with PTSD. Some therapists have a sliding fee scale.
If you haven’t seen it yet, I’d recommend watching this documentary: http://www.cbc.ca/documentaries/natureofthings/2010/changingyourmind/
It looks at some groundbreaking research being done with propranolol and PTSD.
Propranolol is a widely available blood pressure medication, so I’ve asked my family doctor if he would be willing to prescribe some so I can try doing this treatment with my therapist. He’s reading up on it to figure out dosing.
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